UITM Jengka

At last I finally be a university student..it really far from my home..it took 5 hours to arrive here..I'm taking Business Studies, 2.5 years..I met a lot of new friends & seniors..happy but Deep in my heart i'm really really sad.. I can't watch & update about Kpop a lot,can't always go back home & will be very busy!!! Urghhhh~!!! 😤😤😤 it just my negative feeling..I just need to concentrate on my study to success on my dreams..my mind keep telling me to sacrifices a little bit to have peace in study.. All I have to do is keep think positive & pray a lot to Allah SWT.. May Allah ease everything.. 

VIXX - LOVE LETTER

first time i heard this song my tears keep fall~

such a touched song..

i never heard any (kpop) song like this before..

here is the translation & the lyric..

do understand & heard it clearly..

it was really beautiful song with an incredible singers ( VIXX)

proud to be one of their fan ^^ (STARLIGHT)

English Translation:

Even if I’m not a good talker, please understand me
I will tell you all of the truth that I’ve been keeping

Do you remember the day we first met?
Your pretty lips smiled at me

After that day, I was determined
That I never want to lose you from my embrace
That I will go till the end

Saying I love you with words might not be enough but
Still I will confess to you today

I wanna be with you, always from a step behind you
Don’t forget there’s a person who will protect you

After I met you, I found something to do
It is to make you smile all day, every single day

There might be times when I’m really busy but
In my head, there are only thoughts of you

Saying I love you with words might not be enough but
Still I will confess to you today

When you tell me to cheer up
When your eyes are looking at me
Those things make me exist right now
I have nothing else to tell you but I love you

Thank you so much for waiting for me till the end
For looking at me without shaking

Lean on me, believe in my love
Let’s be together for always, forever

I love you, I need you.
I love you, I need you.
It’s only you for always

Stay by my side, I’ll comfort you
Let’s love as if the world stopped like this

Thank you for being you

Romanized:

Maljubyeoni eobseodo nal ihaehae jwoyo
Damadwotdeon jinsimeul da yaegihalgeyo

Uriga cheoeum mannan geu nal gieok hanayo
Yeppeun geu ipsullo naege useojudeon

Geunal ihuro nan dajimhaesseoyo
Jeoldae nae pumeseo geudael noki sirtago
Kkeutkkaji gagetdago

Saranghandan mal malloneun bujokhagetjiman
Geuraedo oneul nan gobaekhalgeyo

I wanna be with you hangsang geudae han georeum dwien
Geudael jikyeojul geureon saram itdan geol itji mayo

Geudael mannan hubuteo hal iri saenggyeotjyo
Nan maeil maeil geudaeui harul utge haneun il

Hoksina naega manhi bappeul ttaedo itjiman
Nae meorissogen ojik neo ontong geudae saenggakppuningeollyo

Saranghandan mal malloneun bujokhagetjiman
Geuraedo oneul nan gobaekhalgeyo

Naege himnaeraneun geudae geu hanmadiga
Nareul baraboneun geudaeui geu nunbichi
Jigeumui nal itge han geojyo
I mal bakke naneun hal su eobseoyo saranghae

Neomu gomawo kkeutkkaji nal gidaryeojwoseo
Heundeullim eobsi nal barabwajwoseo

Naege gidaeyo nae sarangeul mideojwoyo
Eonjekkajina yeongwonhi hamkkehaeyo

I love you, I need you.
I love you, I need you.
Nan hangsang geudaeppunijyo

Nae gyeote isseo jwo naega wiroga doelgeyo
Uri idaero sesangi meomchun deusi saranghae

Geudaeraseo gomawo

Translation Credits: pop!gasa 
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net

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VIXX The Milky Way Showcase in MY

Time: 1.pm

Venue: HGH Convention Centre

Date: 20.Oct.2013

VIXX is such an amazing group!!! Even though they had been "BOOOIING" when they came for SHOUT AWARD last year they still wanna come here for their STARLIGHT (VIXX fans) .. VIXX have 6 member.. N the leader,Ken,Leo,HongBin,Ravi the rapper and last one Hyuk the maknae (same age as me)..me and my friend , Bella really have so much fun on that day..we sit in front (third row right section) and really can see them clearly!~^^ we made a lot of eye contact with Leo since I'm holding my phone with his name on the screen ^___^ He just stare with no smile on his face (that's his attitude)..at least he still saw me~~~ 😊 I made an eye contact with Hyuk , Ravi & N too..Hyuk make an archery move towards my section! Ravi dance a lot at my section! And N came down stage and went to my section first!!! I really can see him closely with my own eyes!!! I just can't believe it..Hongbin & Ken not always come to my section so we don't have any eye contact with them :( Ken does a lot of aegyo~^^ buiing~buiing~ pose cutely..he really know how to make fans crazy~! Hongbin seems so shy on that day..He & Ravi don't spoke so much but always have smile on their face..I'm feeling so lucky on that day,since I bought VIP ticket I got a chance to do hi-five & photo session with VIXX!!! The hi-five session was quite rushing so all I can remember was Hyuk smile and he replied my greeting "annyeong" 😊 I'm still happy even though Hyuk is not my bias in VIXX..my biases Leo & Hongbin were so shy~~~ here are some pictures on that day 😊😊😊 

LEO SOLO STAGE :-

Hi-five & Photo session :-

I shouted Leo name & he saw me 😉 :-

My photo session with VIXX :-

EXO Daebak~^^

Hi~^^ annyeong~^^ and Assalamualaikum~^^ 

For almost half of this years my eyes keep watching this attractive boy group who have debut since last year in 2012..They comeback with such a great songs and choreography (first Wolf then Growl).. and one more thing,this time they are comeback with 12 not 6!!! It's such a big,I mean really really big hits!!! Their songs being more interesting to hear and all the member are more handsome than before!! ^^ for sure it's EXO !!! They really show their real talent this time.. So proud to see how they perform so perfectly with 12 guys on the stage (been 12 is better than separate to 6, K & M) their fans also gain!!! Now,they had end their performing and promotion.. It's very sad to hear it :( but we will always waiting for their next comeback for sure :) EXO , Fighting!!! Me and your fans will always support you guys !!! 

Here are some picture of EXO that I take from web (I don't own the pictures) :

And these two guys are my bias (KRIS & KAI) : 

CNBLUE BLUE MOON TOUR IN MALAYSIA !

The second best day of my life!!! (First,when I went to FTisland concert last year) finally, CNblue had come to Malaysia for their own concert!!! On 24 August, was the remarkable and unforgettable night for all the Boice in Malaysia..they really did a great performance on that night..they are Rock Baby!!!~ They not only have a good-looking face but they have such a great talent to perform a rock music.. That's make CNblue (and FTisland) different from other Kpop idol.. The leader, Yonghwa was really handsome!!! He always try to talk in Malay and do a lot of aegyo (cute face) to the fans.. He plays the guitar and try to dance too!!! Such 100% fans service from him!!! The guitarist, Jonghyun was really cool (and handsome too)..he doesn't talk to much,but his smile was never fade.. The bassist, Jungshin (my bias!) also try hard to speak in Malay, to cute to watch him~~~ I'm melting when saw his smile~ OMG ..the drummer, Minhyuk was really cute and I think he lost his weight..hehehe.. He likes to eat Ayam Satay (that's what his say) and Nasi Lemak.. From the beginning to the end of the performance was really DAEBAK!!! I will treasure the moment till the end of mylife ❤❤❤ saranghaeyo, CNblue 😘 

Here are some picture of the concert :-

 

 

MY DREAM

Everybody have their own dreams,right? Including me..my dream are to open a cafe with a lot of Malay's traditional sweets and to be a pianist (just wanna play it in my cafe one day) ☺ 2 years ago (2011,I'm 16) Im asking my parents,can I attend a piano class? They say YES but i will only start attend it in the end of the year(that's mean after school holiday start , oct until dec) I'm getting excited for the first day of the lesson..my mom said the fee was so expensive..i will just learn it for 3 month..in a week I have 2 or 3 class..it not very reasonable..nah~i don't care..hehehe..all i wanna do is playing the piano..I'm the oldest who taking piano class..the other students are only 5,6 years old and in primary school..it's make me embarrassed..after 3 month my parents stop me from attending the piano class ( prepare for the school in 2012)..until now I never ever get to continue my lesson..I never said it to my parents because they seem not interested in my dream to be a pianist..huh~ oh well, all I have to do is wait until I get my own life and pay for myself to have a piano lesson..age doesn't matter to me,if I'm getting older I wanna learn more and more..ah! About the cafe,I'm now working hard to apply for business study course (in UITM,it's a government university)..hope there will be a place for me..the Malay's traditional sweets I still can learn it from my mom,grandma,aunt and anybody..hope that I will manage to achieve my dreams~may Allah bless~ 🙏

 : in memory 

RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

Ramadhan comes again!!! Woohoo!!! All Muslim will definitely excited for it (I'm excited too^^)..today is the forth day of fasting..Thanks to Allah who give me another chance to feel Ramadhan again in this year..i have end my school last year,so it's my first time after 5 years fasting at my home (5 years living in a hostel at my school)..it's great you know..I can actually accompany my parents in this year..hehehe..and my older sister too..Muslim have another 26 days left for Ramadhan..hope all the Muslim can control their lust and perform prayer in a well condition and more deed to Allah..may Allah bless all the Muslim and have a great Ramadhan..

KPOP

안녕하세요! annyeonghaseyo! ^___^
I started to love Kpop since 2008 (I'm 13 years old at that time)..my friends , Mai and Bella introduces Kpop to me..they let me hear Super Junior song , Sorry Sorry..but I don't really like it..then I started to find out myself about other group and that time I found SS501..I really like them,especially Kim Hyun Joong..unfortunately, SS501 have disband..it's really sad to know that they are no longer in one group..than, I found FT island..I started to like them because they are a band,not like other Kpop group..they play instrument and singing so well..since that, my full support is always for FT island 😊 ..my advise for all KPOPPERS out there, please support and keep cheering for your favourite KPOP group..FIGHTING!!! ❤🌟❤🌟

HENRY SJ-M : TRAP

i love this song!!!

it soo amazing and really great to hear..

i heard that Henry always been critic by people when he first entered SJ..

with this song,i think people can judge his better because i can see his effort toward this song..

by the way,he really does do a great job by making featuring with Teamin's Shinee and Kyuhyun'SJ..

here are english translation and romanization of his songs <3

English Translation:

I can’t move, why am I getting heavier?
As I’m inside of the corner of your heart, yeah
I want to touch you but I’m in this black darkness
I keep settling down in this same place, in that place, yeah

I’m getting more and more forgotten inside of you
Inside this love that always lingers
Oh I’m trapped, I’m trapped

I’m getting tired, I guess I’m dreaming alone
Will you strongly shake me and wake me up, wake me up?
I’m trapped, I’m trapped
I’m losing myself, I can’t even remember my name without you
Now will you let go of me from inside of you, let go of me?
I’m trapped, I’m trapped
I’m trapped oh, I’m trapped oh

You and I, we are becoming more different
In your endless greed, greed
I am an abandoned bird inside a small birdcage called you
I can’t even fly away, yeah

I am getting more and more weak inside of you
Inside this love that always lingers
Oh I’m trapped, I’m trapped

I’m getting tired, I guess I’m dreaming alone
Will you strongly shake me and wake me up, wake me up?
I’m trapped, I’m trapped
I’m losing myself, I can’t even remember my name without you
Now will you let go of me from inside of you, let go of me?
I’m trapped, I’m trapped
I’m trapped oh, I’m trapped oh

I’m trapped oh, I’m trapped yeah

I want to forget you (I want to forget you)
I want to fly away (I want to fly away)
I want to let you go (I want to let you go)
I want to be free (I want to be free)

I’m getting tired, I guess I’m dreaming alone
Will you strongly shake me and wake me up, wake me up?
I’m trapped, I’m trapped
I’m losing myself, I can’t even remember my name without you
Now will you let go of me from inside of you, let go of me?
I’m trapped, I’m trapped
I’m trapped oh, I’m trapped oh (x2)

I’m trapped oh ooh ooh

Romanized:

Umjigil su eobseo wae naneun mugeowojyeo gagiman hae
Ne mam guseoge nohyeojin chae nohin chae yeah
Nege dako sipeunde geujeo keomkeomhan i eodum soge
Jakku garaanja gateun gose geu gose yeah

Ne aneseo jeomjeom nan ichyeojyeo ga
Neul meomulleo inneun i sarang ane oh nan i’m trapped i’m trapped

Naneun jichyeoga na honjaseoman kkumeul kkugo innabwa
Sege heundeureo nareul kkaewojugenni kkaewojugenni i’m trapped i’m trapped
Nan nareul irheoga neo eobsin naui ireum jocha gieogi an na
Ijen ne aneseo nareul nohajugenni nohajugenni i’m trapped i’m trapped
I’m trapped oh~ i’m trapped oh~

Neowa nan ireoke dallajyeo ganeunde
Neoui kkeuchi eomneun yoksime geu yoksime
Neoraneun saejange jageun saejang ane beoryeojin sae
Naragal su jocha nan eomneunde eomneunde yeah

Ne aneseo jeomjeom nan yakhaejyeo ga
Neul meomulleo inneun i sarang ane oh nan i’m trapped i’m trapped

Naneun jichyeoga na honjaseoman kkumeul kkugo innabwa
Sege heundeureo nareul kkaewojugenni kkaewojugenni i’m trapped i’m trapped
Nan nareul irheoga neo eobsin naui ireum jocha gieogi an na
Ijen ne aneseo nareul nohajugenni nohajugenni i’m trapped i’m trapped
I’m trapped oh~ i’m trapped oh~

I’m trapped oh~ i’m trapped yeah~

Neol itgo sipeo (neol itgo sipeo) naragago sipeo (naragago sipeo)
Neol naeryeonoko (neol naeryeonoko) jayuropgo sipeo (jayuropgo sipeo)

Naneun jichyeoga na honjaseoman kkumeul kkugo innabwa
Sege heundeureo nareul kkaewojugenni kkaewojugenni i’m trapped i’m trapped
Nan nareul irheoga neo eobsin naui ireum jocha gieogi an na
Ijen ne aneseo nareul nohajugenni nohajugenni i’m trapped i’m trapped
I’m trapped oh~ i’m trapped oh~ (x2)

I’m trapped oh~ ooh~ ooh~

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TAEMIN , HENRY , KYUHYUN <3

INFINITE L BRAVO VIEWTIFUL

I have waiting for almost 1 month for it..finally,last Monday it's arrive!!! Hehe..I'm really excited to see the essay photo book..even though I cannot understand all the essay that he'd wrote (because the essay was in Korean) ,by watching the photo in it had make me feel so happy and touched..I can feel the hardship that L has been through for making his own hobby successful (by watching the DVD that provide in it) ..great job,Myungsoo!!! Keep it up!!! We Inspirit will always support you and Infinite ❤

I GOT the TICKET!

I'm really worried about something lately..CNBLUE ticket had started selling since last week! Last two day,I'm begging anyone I know and I don't know to buy the ticket for me..because i can't buy online (there are using credit card) and the outlet that sell the ticket only at KL and Penang..but no want wanna help me,so sad u know?..I'm trying my best to find someone that will buy it for me,I even begging the fan club (BOICE) in Malaysia too,but they not reply my email..luckily,my dad have meeting in KL today..so,that's my opportunity to buy the ticket! Yeah!!! Thank god!!! I really happy even I don't get the seat that I want.. CNBLUE,I will wait for your guys in August!!! 😍😘

DRIVING LISENCE

haha..So long haven't write anything in here..many things to do after end up PLKN..one of it I have to take driving lisence..it's hard you know,but kind of fun too..hehe..my teacher who teach me how to drive is very calm and patient,with the teacher like that I can absolutely concentrate more when drive..this 27 of May I have driving test..hope that I can pass.. 😝 will pray hard for it..may #allah will..

LAST NIGHT

today is the last day I spend in this camp (PLKN)..
Some of my roommates have left today..
I sure will miss all my roommates and friends..
Last night all my roommates spend time together and talk a lot about our first met until now..
We also cry and laugh..
It was a great time for me..
I will keep it as a value able memories..
I love C4,Charlie company and CAMP KEPIMPINAN GEMILANG,GOPENG!!!

DONATE

On 2 march 2013, first time in my life I donated my blood!..I'm feeling so proud (and scared of course)..the needle is two time large than I have seen before..gladly I'm not feeling so nervous..some of my friends faint after donated their blood..this morning my sister said to me,if you donate your blood you will be fat..I'm really worry about what she said..I hope I don't get really fat..

2 MONTH

It's have been almost 2 month I stay here (PLKN) lots of activity I have done with my friends..but there is something I don't like it here..one of my friend (not so close) was the reason of it..she really a hot temper person..she always said such a worst word to other person even her close friends..what a lady she is..her personality doesn't fits here..people around her always seem friendly to her,but the real is they are afraid of her and feel annoying with her..I hope someday she will realise her mistake..argue is her favourite..may god help her to change and be a better person..Amin......

1 MONTH

It's have been one month I stay in this PLKN camp..i realise that,only in the first week I felt bored and sad (mostly because I can't go to GDA)..but now I feel very enjoy staying here..my roommates are very sporting and supportive..we always share things together.. 😘
26 roommates member:
Mai
Aidi
Nora
Zila
Ina
Yana
Nadia
Fatin
Haja
Samma
Li won
Giant
Hui Lin
Domo
Tharshini
Ainun
Priya
Gayu
Atieqa
Yoke wan
Anis
Hui xue
Shah
Teha
Sue
Ann kee
Love you guys 😘

I HATE BEING HERE

Waaaaa!!! I want to cry..😭
This place is suck!
Why I must go to this PLKN
It's really hurt me inside..
I even can't go to GDA because of this!
I want to cry!!! Huarghhhh!!! 😭
When ever I'm alone here,I will be always thinking about GDA..
Think about it,really make me sad..
Such a waste time i being here..
Someone, please take me home right now!!! 😖